Christmas Mass, Christmas Mass selfie

Christmas Mass, Christmas Mass selfie

12/4/13

Baby was moving a lot today.
It wasn’t a great day for me though, the kids at work were extra crazy. Their screams were louder …. but my baby was moving through it all.
Baby’s day was much better than mine.

Great.
I’ve gained a whole bunch of weight, more than the weight I’ve lost from constant exercise, and my change in diet (pescatarian).
Frek, I just wana make sure my baby eats as well as I do ….
I should have stayed some sort of vegetarian! 
BOOOO!

Thinking about making a new Tumblr, Instagram and YouTube for this baby on the way. Like an online journal :)))
I was suppose to do it when I found out, but I wasn’t taking any action.
Hmmmm, yeah I’ll prolly do it! I’m so exciiiiteeeddd!

The reason why I was so out of touch with the world ….I’m starting my 6th month of pregnancy and I love it. I’ve never felt so comfortable and in love with my belly. It’s pretty crazy that I have a few more months :)!I feel baby moving everyday, and it never seizes to amaze me. I thank Jesus everyday for the life he gives me, and for the life that I’m giving to this baby.Before I found out I was pregnant I was working on becoming a vegan. I started slow, by becoming a pescatarian at first (only eating fish). Then eventually starting my life as a vegan. Not too long after that, I found out I was pregnant, I started eating meat again just because it was cheaper. Well, I went out of hand with eating. I eat every time, and I’m eating poorly too! :’(Since I eat meat now, I’ve gained back the pounds that I’ve lost…. I have gained 20 pounds! I need to slow it down, it’s pretty sad I’ve gained back allllllll the weight I’ve lost, but, not saying I can’t do it again because I can! BEST BELIEVE! As long as I know that I have the will power to give up certain foods.I will be 23 weeks in a few days!I’m all over the place with my stories, but main thing is that I’m doing great.

The reason why I was so out of touch with the world ….
I’m starting my 6th month of pregnancy and I love it. I’ve never felt so comfortable and in love with my belly. It’s pretty crazy that I have a few more months :)!
I feel baby moving everyday, and it never seizes to amaze me. I thank Jesus everyday for the life he gives me, and for the life that I’m giving to this baby.

Before I found out I was pregnant I was working on becoming a vegan. I started slow, by becoming a pescatarian at first (only eating fish). Then eventually starting my life as a vegan. Not too long after that, I found out I was pregnant, I started eating meat again just because it was cheaper. Well, I went out of hand with eating. I eat every time, and I’m eating poorly too! :’(
Since I eat meat now, I’ve gained back the pounds that I’ve lost…. I have gained 20 pounds! I need to slow it down, it’s pretty sad I’ve gained back allllllll the weight I’ve lost, but, not saying I can’t do it again because I can! BEST BELIEVE! As long as I know that I have the will power to give up certain foods.

I will be 23 weeks in a few days!
I’m all over the place with my stories, but main thing is that I’m doing great.

I’m so happy I can just come on Tumblr and blog. I miss blogging about randomness, stupidness, all things-ness.
Blogging is a type of peace.

Well, now you’re gona read a whole bunch of nothingness :)

All I do is work, work, work. And I really miss school.

I feel so out of sync with the world, that’s not usually me. I’m always on top of new things. Lol. Being out of sync with the world, is kind of nice. I like it, it’s weird, but good? I don’t know if that makes sense, but it does. Because I can just pop out of nowhere and be like “I’m back” but I never did leave, I just lost touch with everyone, then come back with a new everything lawl.

I’ve never felt so comfortable in my skin, until now …. I love it :) 

I want to cut my hair short sooooo bad, I been wanting to cut it since forevaaaa. Buuuuuut, I can’t let go of my long hair. BOOOOO!

Can you believe it’s almost Christmas?!!!! Oheeeeem. Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas and then New Years. I love this part of the year, who doesn’t?! Ahhhhhhhhhh. Another year to look forward to, thank you Jesus!

All I think about is, everything pink, colorful, aztec, unicorn patterns, glittery, cute, floral, pastel, cartoony, rainbow …. my mind is in a whirl.

I’m having a blogging explosion right now. I’m feeling pretty free!!!!! 
Anyways, hi world, how are you? :)

So, things didn’t go like how I thought it would …. in so many good ways.

Is it weird that I like to use “little girl” apps that customize their own nails, make up, clothes, and hair? All the little girly animation apps. 
Is it weird? I love it.

There is so much happening now. (Soooo much) Good things, blessings, life changing things that I am thankful for. Thank you God for all that I have in my life. Thank you for making this possible.

Feels like a desert out here …. but I remembered that Love Fest was today.
WAAAAAAAH!)($*)($*%&^)%%$$@

The best music video ever!
I loooooove Major Lazer AAAAND their fricken awesome music videos!
I swear, I wana be in one of their music videos lol.

Cutting out more foods from my diet ….

I need to start cutting out more things from my diet. 
Because even though I cut out poultry, beef and pork, I still eat junkie foods! Seriously! It’s sad. You would think I eat good, but no, I’m still eating bad, oily, fried things that I shouldn’t. Fries are my number one!

I need to hurry and find the will power to end eggs, and dairy …. that again is going to cut out a loooot of things, even some vegetarian burgers have eggs and dairy in it. Grrrr. Here we go ….

The moment I find out that I lost my doodoo drops …. this place about to blow! Need to restock.

Man, that’s why shopping with Elisha has it’s ups and downs. More so ups because I save a lot of money. He’s the good side that I never listen to. I always listen to my “wants” instead of “needs”. I could have saved 4 dollars if he was there, that 4 dollars went to waste. I’m hating the purchase that I bought errrgggghhh!

Lol. I was looking online for jobs and I clicked on “Strippers Wanted”. 100-200 a night? And sometimes even 1000 a night? We got a hustle for money some way right? I secretly wana be a stripper. But I will never be. It’ll just be a good job to think about though…. Ahhhh dreams. I’m about that life, privately. Lawl